I HAD TO WRITE AND SAY " I LOVE YOU SON! " TO LOOK BACK AND REMEMBER TODAY IS THE DAY DAY GOD GAVE ME YOU AND YOUR LITTLE BODY WITH EVERY LITTLE PART WITH THAT HEAVENLY CRY. THAT IS EVERY MOTHERS BLESSING WHEN WE HEAR OUR BABIES AND TO KNOW THEIR OK. THEN WE HOLD YOU FOR OUR FIRST TIME AND COUNT EVERY FINGERS ALL THE WAY DOWN TO YOUR TOES.

HOLDING YOU SO CLOSE AND PROTECTING YOU SO MUCH, YOU WERE MOM"S BABY BOY AND SUCH A BUNDLE OF JOY. I THANK GOD FOR EVERY MINUTE OF LIFE WE HAD TOGETHER.

GOD KNOWS I AM ONLY HUMAN DOWN HERE WITHOUT YOU AND I MISS YOU SO BAD. I WANT TO FINISH CELEBRATING ALL MY LIFE WITH YOU , BUT I KNOW I CAN"T . IT IS KILLING ME INSIDE EVERYDAY BUT I HAVE TO HOLD ON FOR THOSE WHO MAY NEED ME HERE SON, BUT I DON'T EVER WANT TO THINK THAT MOM HAS LET YOU DOWN IN ANYWAY.

I HAVE A MOTHERS UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU AND ALWAYS WILL.

   TO ANY AND ALL MOTHERS THAT MAY READ THIS, I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT EVERY PRECIOUS MINUTE YOUR CHILD LIVES AND LOVES, DON'T EVERY TAKE FOR GRANTED THAT IT CAN BE TAKEN AWAY IN A BREATH LIKE IT WAS FOR ME. TELL YOUR CHILDREN EVERYDAY YOU LOVE THEM , AND WHEN THEY WALK THROUGH YOUR DOOR BE HAPPY ,HUG THEM LIKE YOU DID THE DAY THEY WERE BORN. LOVE THEM LIKE YOU DID WHEN THEY WERE BORN AND YOU HELD THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME.

MEMORIES ARE A BLESSING BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE LOST MY MIND WITHOUT THEM SON, ICE CREAM CAKE WAS YOUR FAVORITE. BALLOONS WITH ALL THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY'S  MADE YOU SMILE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE. MOM SITS TODAY AND LOOKS AT YOUR PICTURES OF BIRTHDAYS PAST WITH THAT BIG SMILE INTO THE CAMERA.

I ASK GOD TO HELP ME HANG IN THERE EVERYDAY BUT DAYS LIKE TODAY I NEED HIM SO MUCH MORE , MY HEART HURTS SO BAD AND ALL I CAN ASK FOR IS GOD TO PLEASE WRAP HIS ARMS AROUND THIS WEIRY MOTHER.

                I MISS U SON AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART .

                                 MOM

i just wanted to write and say i love you and miss you!! not 1 day goes by that i don't think about you and what we would be doing today.. I have Anthony now and he helps me a whole lot around this time of year.  Nothing will ever be the same without you.. I pray for your mom everynight bub.. she needs you soo bad.. I LOVE HER and Sabrina very much.. I don't get up to see you or them as much as I'd like but that doesn't mean that they or you are not on my mind.. I can't even begin to describe how much my life has changed since you left us.... I have to say this to you:  I AM SOOO SORRY I WASN'T THERE THE DAY YOU DIED!!! I keep thinking that if I'd been there you wouldn't have went with Chuck.. I should've stayed and I beat myself up over it everyday that I get to take a breath.  I can think of soo many good times we had together and I wanted to have many, many more with you... I LOVE YOU BUB!! I miss you more every minute of every day... I will be up to visit soon hopefully.. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!

LOVE ALWAYS

your #1 cousin

Shelly

I MISS MY SUNSHINE SMILES AND HUGS,, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE FLYING PROUD WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL WINGS!!!!!!!!!!!

SON,   I COULD REALLY USE A 

GOOD TALK TO SOMEONE 

WHO WILL LISTEN. YOU 

WERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN 

I NEEDED SOMEONE BUT NOW 

I AM SO LOST BECAUSE YOU 

HAD TO LEAVE. I WILL 

ALWAYS AND FOREVER HOLD 

YOU IN MY HEART, WHERE 

THAT BIG HOLE IS NOW THAT 

CAN NEVER BE FILLED.

I SIT AND LOOK AT YOUR 

PICTURE AND I SEE THE 

CHILD I REMEMBER THAT 

HAD ALOT TO GIVE TO THIS 

WORLD, BUT BECAUSE OF 

CHUCK YOU WILL NEVER BE 

ABLE TO. GOD KNOWS HOW 

MY HEART HAS ACHED FROM 

THE NIGHT I HELD YOU IN MY 

ARMS FOR THE LAST TIME AT 

THE HOSPITAL.

I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME 

PAPERS THE OTHER DAY AND 

I FOUND YOUR BIRTH 

CERTIFICATE WITH YOUR 

LITTLE FOOTPRINTS ON THE 

BACK. I WILL NEVER FORGET 

HOW HAPPY I WAS WHEN 

YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD 

SON, AND I KNOW YOU DON'T 

WANT TO SEE MOM HURTING 

EVERY HOUR FOR YOU BUT 

PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT 

WHEN A MOTHER GIVES 

BIRTH TO A WONDERFUL 

CHILD , SHE HAS A BOND 

FROM THE DAY YOU COME 

INTO THIS WORLD. WE NEVER 

THINK THAT YOU WONT GET 

TO SEE A VERY LONG LIFE. 

GOD,,, BE WITH ME AND HOLD 

ME UP BECAUSE MY SON IS 

WITH HIM NOW AND I CAN'T 

HOLD YOU OR LAUGH WITH 

YOU ANYMORE.!!!!!!!!!!!

                              I LOVE YOU 

TO THE HEAVENS WHERE 

YOUR LIFE IS NOW AND BACK 

DOWN HERE ON THIS EARTH 

TO ME.

                                                            MISSING U ,MOM

From our family to yours, wishing you all a 
safe and peaceful Christmas.

The family of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans

MY HEART IS ALWAYS COMBINED WITH YOURS AND MY TEARS WILL ALWAYS FLOW LIKE THE BEADS ON THIS ROSE. THE LIPS ARE TO KISS YOUR SWEET CHEEK ONCE AGAIN.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO MY #1 SON.

Lord, please hold on tightly, to son 

that I lost, 


The nights are cold and lonely, like 

the freezing from a frost. 


I close my eyes at night, hoping 

sleep will over come... 


Hoping that by morning, my body 

won’t feel numb.



Oh, God, how hard it is at times, 

even after all these years, 


The pain just never goes away... 

nor do all the tears. 


I can’t seem to focus, on the things 

I know I must, 


For I still see the face, of the son I 

love and trust.



The holidays are rough, Dear God, 

even though I try my best, 


But I can’t seem to forget the day, 


I laid my son to rest. 


I read a book, I watch TV, I try to 

write a letter, 


Hoping and praying, each day will 

soon get better.



Thanksgiving soon to be here, then 

Christmas on its way; 


It’s so difficult to celebrate, since 

my son has gone away. 


Forgive me Lord, for I am weak, 

and I wish to be strong, 


Please take this sadness from my 

heart; replace it with a song.



Oh Lord, help me remember, You, 

are only a prayer away, 


And when I keep my faith in You, 


I know I’ll be okay. 


So as the holidays approach … to 


my loved son I express, 


Not a day on earth goes by, that I 


fail to think of “us”.



And now I must be thankful, for 


God, I love You so 


Just knowing You are there for 


me, so much to You, I owe. 


Now in the quiet of the night, the 


snow falls from above, 


As I look into the Heavens, I still 


miss my precious son.



Tonight I’ll light a candle, for the 


one I miss so much; 


Knowing I can never feel, that 


tender loving touch. 


But when I leave this world, and 


join my son again, 


I’ll know in my heart, in God’s 


hands he’ll remain. 



~Author~ 


Ruth Ann Mahaffey 


© 2006 








MISSING YOU ALWAYS BUBBY,,,,,,,,LOVE MOM

Dear Father who art in Heaven...
Please join our family on this Thanksgiving Day
and bless each one as we sit down to pray
as we remember those who have joined you above
so dearly missed and deeply loved.

Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving Day
Bless us with memories of those faraway...
Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve
and help us reach out to others who are bereaved.

We give thanks to you on this Thanksgiving Day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving Day...
And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today....
May their lights always shine down on us and give us light...
And may we feel their presence along with yours tonight.

May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving Day
Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way...
Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above.
For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above...
Amen